Sunday, February 12, 2006

Always hated the status quo thing with people i meet. You talk more in class, laugh with enough decibels to make urself heard everywhere
and so. . I should respect you ? Kiss my @ss

A reenacted scenerio.

Me "Want a sweet ?"
Bastard "Thats a very retarded question"
Reluctantly hands over a sweet.
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CVD just ended, something that would have made me cherry has instead, made my heart ache.
I wouldn't have care about such stuff till some bastard tells me that i didn't do a sh1t.
A little breakdown of events.

Day before CVD, stayed in school till 7pm to do posters. Had to follow the "girl"'s bidding and changed pictures to her idol.
Sourced for so many dam* pics till my eyes popped. Having a fever didn't made me feel any better.
Then went around to stick my (fantasy/korean/anime) posters all around the school.

Agreed to help them carry the 100+ cups from my home to our stall.

During CVD
I called. .
My tuition teacher,group of (pre-retained)JC1 friends, army dudes, friends to come over to our stall to buy our stuff under my
"plead". Why did i said plead ? cos. . yea, i dun feel cool right now.

With a mass of people mendin the stall, i went around selling tickets. Managed to sell them, then returned back to the stall and act
as a "lowly" waiter. (Tried to smile and answered people's order for our product)

I didn't went to help the button presser as there was like 4 people doing it already, so i "merely" went around and asked if they
were interested in our "snow ice"

Anyway, we managed to sell off all the bowls and the guys went off and started to count the no. of tickets.
I jus stood near a pillar and watched them.

Then the moment of my anguish came,
the bastard started to mention people who, to him, didn't help at all. I was mentioned, so blardy pissed i was. Come to think of it,
he was the one who wanted to dump this CVD idea altogether, still has the guts to say that i didn't help.

Then 2 girls joined in and says that i didn't help. I jus love this sarcastic comment
" Yea, he did "help" with his final fantasy stuff, and carrying the bowls to school "

WTF ? Are they immature or what ? Is there a need to state out the things i do to prove that i did something ? Does standing at the stall mashing buttons
makes one ego rise and makes them a hard worker ? Oh yea, maybe sitting at the stall playing card games is helping.

I'm was at a loss of words, nearly wanted to wack the wall hard. I may not be a forerunner, but i'm pretty darn sure i'm no slacker.
It pains me to hear such comment.

I left after hearing it.
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So while i was in the Mrt, i messaged 2 of them, whom i consider friends with. Telling them this.

"In case you haven notice, i've been going around passing pamphlets and asking people to buy or visit our stall. Am i not helping ?
Please spare a thought for someone who has fever(ear infection somemore) and still tries to do something.

But, then again, since its what you think so, i guess i should apologise for not helping to a degree thats up to your satisfaction.
Will try harder.

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The 1st girl replied that she was sorry, 2nd one too. I don't really blamed them, i think. But they have to know that what they said
really affected me. They seemed sincere enough, i said i was "sorry" too, for reasons unknown to me.

Couldn't even be bothered about the bastard who started this "he never help sh1t"
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Phew, all done. Feels good writing it out, the saying seems to be true. Never bottle ur anger up.
Thx for reading it all. Good night.

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